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8.10.2014

Humble Humans

Jeremiah 13:17 and 23; Matthew 19:26

Just recently, the book of Jeremiah has reminded me of the importance of humility. In fact, humility is essential in giving one’s life over to Christ. Jeremiah 13:23 states, “Can the Ethiopian change his skin or the leopard his spots? (ESV) There is an answer to this question found in Matthew 19:26, which says, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.” (ESV)

            As merely human beings, we cannot truly change who we are. It is only through Christ that we are changed people. Pride is more powerful than we think; it is a deceiver.
Humility is the key to being a disciple of Christ. Without it, there is no true desire to serve Christ because we are unwilling to let Him change our hearts.

            This also is a great reminder of hope. When we witness to people, it is not our responsibility to change them because only God can do that. It is up to them to have a humble and willing heart in order to let the Spirit consume them. We must always be aware of that.


Jeremiah 13:17 says, “...my soul will weep in secret for your pride; my eyes will weep bitterly and run down with tears, because the Lord’s flock has been taken captive.” Pride is an easy way for Satan to keep hearts captive. Humility has the power to let the Lord set the captives free. 

12.24.2012

Home

Today is Christmas Eve.

The aroma of pies baking in the oven fills the household while we get ready for more guests tonight.

The weather outside is beautiful. I enjoyed jumping on the trampoline and running around the yard barefoot with my youngest brother earlier today.

Christmas music is playing.

I'm with my family.

Tomorrow is Christmas day and we head to the beach for a few days.

God is so gracious to bless me with these few weeks with my family in my beautiful country.

I am home for Christmas. And I am grateful.

Luke 11:13.

12.23.2012

Genuine Love

I have a lot on my mind.

First, I have a confession to make - I'm jotting all of this down in my journal during church. Don't get me wrong, I listened somewhat to what the pastor had to say, but I just needed to write some of my thoughts down. Plus, these thoughts are founded on the essential point of message. And, yes, this is me rationalizing my heathen behavior. ;)

Because tomorrow is Christmas eve, the sermon is about the Christmas story found in Luke 2. Not only that, but the pastor is speaking about how Christians today have gotten it all wrong. We celebrate Christmas in ways that are not honoring to God.

How have we come to the point where Santa Clause and Rudolph are among some of the most well known figures of Christmas? Why is it that materialism has seemed to overcome the power of the birth of Christ in our society? Christmas is a time of love, but what good is love if it's defined by a decision we make to intentionally "love more" during specific "love holidays"?

Romans 12:9 says, "Let love be genuine." Is our love truly genuine if we think we only have to "fully love" during the most wonderful time of the year? It's easy to love during Christmas. We as human beings are fueled by observing other peoples' actions and behaving accordingly. When others are giving, laughing, and acting kindly, it's easy for us to do the same.

But what about the not so wonderful times of the year? What happens to our love when disaster hits? The path towards perfecting the art of genuine love is when one can truly love even when others aren't loving back.

It's clear that we as followers of Christ are to love genuinely, but the question is what is genuine love? The definition of genuine love is found in the well known love chapter of 1 Corinthians 13:
Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on it's own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends. 
1 Corinthians 13:8 is my favorite part of that whole passage - love never ends. If our love was truly genuine, then we wouldn't have to worry about trying extra hard to love during Christmas (or any other holiday for that matter). If our love was genuine, it would be never ending.

My prayer for all Christians, including me, is that we would be patient, kind, humble, selfless, and merciful not only during Christmas, but throughout all seasons of life.

I pray that we won't conform to the ways of this world and put a little more effort into loving others more during Christmas, but that our love would be consistent and obvious throughout everything that we do.

I pray that we will love because He first loved us, not because our culture has defined the spirit of Christmas as being joyful and giving to others generously.

My hope for all followers of Christ is that our spirit of Christmas will continue long after the festivities of the holiday have come to an end.

4.11.2012

Perspectives of a Gringa

As most of you know, I have been attending an all Spanish, Ecuadorian school half time for my Senior year. I'm not going to be graduating from there. Instead, I'll be getting my diploma for the classes that I have been studying at home and via the internet.

The school I'm attending is called Hansei International Christian Academy. My reason for going there? For the experience and to have more of an opportunity to practice my Spanish. The choice to attend school was completely up to me, and I'm so glad that I chose to go. I have learned that you can't really live your life to the fullest until you are willing to try new things even if you have no clue what to expect. I figure if I don't end up liking a new situation in my life, then I'll get over it. But if I do, it could turn into some of the best days, months, or even years of my life. The latter was the effect of my decision to go to school.

Let me highlight a few experiences/cultural tendencies that I have had and seen in the 6 months that I have attended Hansei.

A significant realization: 

I remember my first day of school. The first question that one of the guys in my class asked me (while I was standing up in front of the whole class) was - "Eres cristiana? (Are you a Christian)?" Without  hesitating, I declared, "Si", before fully realizing the extent of what my answer entitled. When this kid (a good friend of mine now) asked me if I was a Christian, he was actually implying something else - "Are you any fun?"
I think it was only a matter of days before I took into account of what the majority of the kids' definition of a Christian was:


Christian (noun) - A person who can't drink, smoke, party, or involve themselves in any kind of sexual promiscuity due to a set of rules they must follow in order to go to heaven. 

Now, this didn't surprise me at all, especially since even though I was at school in a "Christian environment". I have met plenty of people before who have the same view of Christianity. And I don't feel like I have a necessity of clarifying why I don't drink, smoke, etc., but I can tell you that it certainly isn't because I'm trying to win a ticket into heaven. 

Putting my beliefs into practice: 

Something that God has really taught me through out the years is how to be friends with everyone. This school year allowed me to really put this into practice. It doesn't matter what beliefs, opinions, or personal traits a person has - they were made in Christ's image. It's as simple as that. As long as I have Christ's love in me, I have the ability to love everybody. And that's something I will cherish for the rest of my life.

More in depth cultural exposure: 

Something that shocked me when I first started attending Hansei back in October was how much emphasis they put on sharing.  Seriously, these kids share everything. I can't even count how many times people have asked me to lend them my cell phone for "una llamadita", my headphones, "vinchas" (hair ties), pens, paper, my hairbrush. You name it. One thing I love about this custom: People always share their food.  You can be sure that you'll never go hungry at a place like Hansei.

Height difference: 

By far, I'm the tallest girl in the whole school. Actually, I'm almost the tallest person in the whole school, with only a handful of guys who are slightly taller than I am. I probably get asked, "How tall are you?" at least once a week. I like to describe how people at school see my family members and I as:

Juls: "The Giant"
Katelyn and Megan: "The Twins"
Jonathan: "The Mysterious One" 
Micah: "The Non-Gringo Looking One" 

Yes, those apellations seem to be quite accurate. 


One of my favorite experiences I have had at school: 

One day, while sitting in Educacion Ambiental (Environmental Education), I hear laughing coming from the kids sitting behind me. I look back and I see 3 guys in my class, smiling and pointing at the bottom of my desk. I look around my desk, I don't see anything, and I make the fair assumption that the guys are just joking around, which is quite a common occurrence. I continue to hear laughter, and I start to get a little suspicious. I turn to my friend sitting next to me and ask her why she's laughing. She points at my desk. I turn back to my other friend and he says, "There's a guinea pig under your desk." I say, "Seriously?", and he nods his head. By this time I know he's not joking and I jump up out of my desk. Sure enough, there it is...a "cuy" (guinea pig) sitting under my desk right next to my bag. Apparently, the guys in my class stole the guinea pig from the guinea pig farm in the bottom part of my school and decided to let it lose during the middle of class. All of us kids were quite amused by the situation. Our teacher, however, was not. The guinea pig ended up becoming our class pet. By popular demand, the cuy became known as "Sexito." And no, I'm not translating that for you, although I'm sure most of you can figure it out. ;)

Cool kids.

3.23.2012

Nine to Eight

Well, it's just me again. No Tiffany. She left today, and it's sad, but it will only be about a month until I see her again (I'm going to be living with her family in the Springs this summer).

I also went to see the Hunger Games tonight. Katniss is admirable. Peeta is dreamy. Gale is good looking. Effie is hilarious. Cinna is likable. Rue is adorable. Haymitch is drunk. Cato is a jerk. Caesar has blue hair.

Despite some flaws, I highly recommend it.

This is totally random, but I don't know if I told you guys about my Creative Project that I did for my AP Lit class a couple of months back. It's about the life of an Ecuadorian family. If you guys want to check it out, just click here. Credit to my sister who took the pictures for me when I was sick.

That's all I got for tonight. New blog post hopefully coming soon!

3.12.2012

A Good Season

November. That's the last time I posted. And now it's March. We're already the third month into 2012 - the end of the world. Just kidding. But really, how is it already March 2012? I'll be leaving Ecuador in April, I'll be done with high school in May, and I'll be leaving for college in August. I don't think I really like this whole growing up thing. Actually, I know I don't like it. But let's not talk about that right now...let's talk about what I have been up to the last few months - what I have learned and the person that God has been molding me into as He prepares me for the many journeys ahead of me.

Here is what my calendar has looked like for the past few months.

December:

1-6: Celebration of Quito Days. I had a fun time partying it up at my school through dancing, relay races, and hanging out with fun people. It was also a good time to build some new friendships. I had the opportunity to celebrate even more by going to the Conciertos de Quito that are put on every year by Hospital Vozandes at the Sucre building located in the center of Quito. They were very entertaining, but I was mildly disappointed due to my high expectations that resulted from last year's show.


The beautiful Sucre building.
19-26: The fun commenced. My dear sister, Christina, flew into Ecuador on the 19th, my lovely friend, Tiffany, came the 26th, and Katelyn's friend, Megan (along with her parents), came in later on the 26th. We had a full house, which was a blast. We went to Otavalo, we zip lined through the rainforest in Mindo, and we had a good time hanging out together. Not to mention my good friend, Anabel, was in Quito during this time, visting from Ibarra.
The whole group ready to zip line! 

Doing lunges to get us some toned butts. These girls are three of my closest friends.

January:

6-11: Beach time! One of my favorite parts of Christina visiting - when we pack up, head off to the coast for a few days, and leave our worries behind us. This trip included a lot of swimming, guys asking us if they could teach us how to surf (an offer I would have gladly taken up if the guys' intentions were actually to teach us how to surf), good sea food, and lots of movie watching, card playing, and laughter.

Beach sunset. Bliss. 

13-20: Christina left Ecuador and life returned back to normal. Except for not really. We started back to school (which I have yet to write a blog post about) and a semi normal routine, but we had the exception of two extra family members. Can I just say one thing? The addition of these two girls living with our family has been one of the biggest blessings I could have ever asked for. Life is definitely not normal with them. And that's a good thing.

We may or may not act like this all of the time... 


30-31: A very quick, but a very fun trip down to the edge of the jungle, Shell, Mera. It was so fun to see all of the adorable kids at the orphanage down there again.
My friend Juliana. :) 
February:

17-21: Carnavaaaaal! One of Ecuador's funnest traditions. We had a good time at school watching (yes, watching) people get wet. Although, I did get sprayed with espuma quite a few times. We also spent a couple of nights in Papallacta with wonderful people. It was a fun time.

Carnaval fun at school.

March:

8-9: We recently went on a paseo (or retreat) with my school (Hansei). It was a really great time. It included playing lots of fun games, doing the trust fall, slip 'n sliding into a ditch full of mud, a 4 hour hike to a waterfall, zip lines, friends, and food fights. For my James Irwin friends back in Colorado - it was kind of like Frontier Ranch...except for, as much fun as this retreat was, Frontier Ranch is definitely better.

I like these girls. :)

I think I always am overwhelmed when I think about writing a blog post because I have so much to say, and no possible way for me to say it all. But, hopefully you enjoyed these highlights of what has been going on my life lately. I'll be sure to be a more avid blogger in the future. Maybe. 

God bless. 

11.19.2011

Mi Ciudad Hermosa

Just a taste of what life in Quito is like:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=kSgmOC9Xh5c